Fish Out of Water

I'm feeling a bit out of place, today. I can't say why. Everyone around me is working on some sort of project, and I'm here trying to figure out what to do. I've completed everything I needed to do on my list, and yet I feel the need to do something, ANYTHING!

Don't get me wrong, I love the job! But, I still have that feeling of uncertainty and unsurity. Should I be doing something? I know it will take sometime to get use to this new position. Hell, I still feel like I'm an hourly employee for crying out loud. Hasn't really quite sunk in yet. But give it time!

I have to admit. I was a bit anxious on how I was going to do this long commute everyday. There was no way in hell I was going to fork over $50 in gas every week. That's just nuts. I could be using that for other things, such as clothes, shoes, and things I need to look good! However, I figured out how to use the train and bus, and so far, it's been a good commute. I actually get some sleep on the train and/or bus in both directions.

Also, looking forward to buying additional fish for the tank this weekend. We ended up with our friends' aquarium and it looks nice in the living room. We only had 4 casualties in the tank. I need to buy a companion for the other Cherry Barb, and See-through Fairy and something that eats algae. God, it's been ages since I had a fish tank. I don't believe I hadn't had one since high school. It's nice. A dog, and some fish! I just don't want to turn into the animal house on the block!